Hey sorry that I haven’t been posting much lately, I was not feeling so great (there were some bad side effects from my medication and I ended up going to the hospital) but there is some good news too! I realized that if I keep perceiving myself the way that I do, I’m just going to make myself and the people around me miserable (I should’ve realized this a long time ago but whatever). This is a really big breakthrough to me because while I was running this blog before, all recovery was to me was being positive, trying to like myself, and all of that generic stuff that you see on tumblr. But now, I actually feel it, I love myself, I see my imperfections and I know that they are there, but they’re just a part if me that makes me who I am. I wouldn’t be happier without them, I would just be a different version of me. I was also having some slight food/eating problems and I successfully kicked their ass today, but we’ll see about the future. I feel beautiful, and now I know that I actually am, and no, I am NOT being arrogant or vain. The world we live in hates confidence, and good self-esteem, and we should probably change that. Self-love is NOT arrogant. Self-love is NOT vain. Society hates to see young girls love theirselves, which is one of the most unfortunate things I have ever seen. Me loving myself and the huge realization that I made has gotten me to a huge kickstart to my recovery, which is such a great, unbelievable thing. I even took like 50 selfies for the occasion! I feel great, and I wish I could tell every single person in recovery to stay strong, and keep on going, but since I can’t tell EVERYONE, I’m going to try to tell at least a few of you, so if you reblog this and leave a message in my inbox, I will tell you something positive about you, and I mean it. Every. Single. One. Of. You. It might take a while depending on how many reblogs this gets, but I will do it. And I will recover and love myself like when I was six. This will be a long, hard journey, but you won’t see me give up anytime soon.
Always stay strong,
HEY YOU!! YEAH YOU!! DONT GIVE UP ON SOMETHING JUST COS YOU FEEL INADEQUATE!!! TALENTS TAKE TIME TO DEVELOP AND YOU GOTTA PRACTICE AND MAKE SURE YOURE HAVING A GOOD TIME!!! EVERYONE HAS THE POTENTIAL TO DO SOMETHING GREAT YOU JUST GOTTA COMMIT YOURSELF TO IT! YOU ARE BEAUTIFUL AND I LOVE YOU I KNOW YOU CAN DO IT
If you’re online right now and reading this, you’re great, wonderful, beautiful, intelligent and need to straighten your back out.
First day of antidepressants today! Let’s hope this goes well!